Life has those incredible extremes doesnt it? Never just a simple road, traveled by many, explored by tons....
That would not satisfy the simple basic fundamental need that I think we have inherently had grained into us from generations past.
There have always been great Wars to worry about, be involved in, feel the direct loss of.
We have this strange war going on for the power of fossil fuel, which makes sense for the structure of society that we now live in, but it doesnt directly hit home for me. My husband is not in the middle east, nor any of his family members, or any of our friends, or any one that I know....
There is something to be said about that., It doesnt mean that these things dont exist, however I am saying, these things arent effecting my life right now, so ... without that challenge that is I believe a natural feeling in human nature, we seek the challenges of day to day elsewhere.....
Last year I bared the brunt of a fair share of challenges, there is only one other person I know who could sympathize with the frustration of crutches and want to be able to just quench a thirst with a glass of water..
Patience became my mantra, and slowly I began to again move some toes.
I was with out my better half for 4 months, home back in pg....
It was wonderful to see family and friends, people I have missed so dearly over the last couple years, but two weeks and you get your fill of living at home with out a car, or your own phone.. etc...
Where is this all going you wonder????
With mostly grace and some what dignity, I faced those challenging challenges, took the lessons learned, and now this year,.. I AM HAVING THE BEST YEAR TO DATE!
Things are just going so well with work, life, everything. And Im not bragging, or dragging this out. Im just taking my earned moment, to appreciate the good in place of the bad. Respect the bad and learn from mistakes, so that the good may last and help me in accomplishing some life goals.
2009, what a pleasant surprise.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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