We dont have to say goodbye

I always feel a strange tinge in the pit of my stomach when I feel like I have to say good bye.

Its never been my thing, even though my life has always held a certain amount of polarity.

So this time round, its not goodbye, but more, I cant wait to see you soon.

Hello and Happy Sunday

Its not too often that I have such easy internet access these days,
so while the house is quite I thought I would take advantage.

Life up North is coming to an end, and strangely Im going to miss it.
When your home and its not a vacation you dont seem to get to see as many people, or do as many things as you had hoped. Or atleast I havent.

My leg is better, much better finally. I have one more epideral treatment and then Im heading back to the coast. Only thing to keep in mind is that if I need more treatments, I have to come back here.
So Sad? Hardly! Some how I have had a great time, and maybe some what more home sick then before I left.
The basis for this? Good family, Good friends, and Good times....

I wonder if there is a shot you can get to get rid of the Peter Pan sydrome... cause sometimes...
I just dont want to grow up!

Life however is just too short to let it pass me by, so all I can figure is that there will be some changes in the air, and we can only go from there.

What do you want to be when you grow up? Can you pass some knowledge along....
Its not about not wanting to be responsible, Im just a creature of habit, and form habits that I dont want to change.

Atleast Im not alone in this life, and I cant wait to get back to Trav and figure out where to go from here...
Some Say Children.... I dont speak to them any more..... *lol*
I just dont think Im ready to shape and form another life, when I have no idea what Im even doing with my own!

27 going on 16.
I wanted to grow up so fast, and now that Im here, I have no idea what I want, or where to go....
Damn you life, There should be a hand book!